For the past year or so, I feel like I’ve been living a life on hold.
Don’t get me wrong, everything has been great, but I can’t shake this feeling. I have a great job, close friends, and a loving family, but I’ve been left wanting more in life. My daily routine has just felt like the “same old same old” week after week. It’s like I’m waiting for something, but I have no idea when or if it’s coming.
I was talking to Sana the other day and she gave me some great advice. She told me “You can’t base a decision on the future, only what you have in the present.” From here on out, if I want something, I’m going to go and get it. I need to stop waiting for it to come to me.
I think that my main problem has been that I don’t like change. When I get out of my element, I feel uncomfortable and I do what ever I can get get back into my element. I need to embrace change, especially when it’s for the the better. There are so many things that I’ve wanted to do for awhile, yet I was afraid of change. It’s time to put a stop to that.
I have no idea what’s coming in the future, but when I figure out what it is, I’ll be the one going to get it. For the time being, I’m going to live my life in the present and base my decisions on what’s best for me at the current time.
Like they say, “Take the bull by the horns.”